Sunday, January 28, 2007

irritating shiznit. slobber me up good & then tell me today you feel sad coz it was suppose to be ur anniversary. how nice of you, really.

haha. why do i update twice on sundays?
must be to stock up before the weekdays & i wont have the time to blog you see.

i need new clothes! and i badly want deebz's dress! omfg. i am suddenly obsessing over dresses! i still remember the time when i was maybe about 9 years old where i had vehemently swore and curse at my mom (yes, even at that yound age) that i would NEVER EVER wear dresses or like skirts when she had wanted to buy me a dress with a bareback. but look at me now. haha. and i almost went home with a HUGE heartache coz i saw two roxy tops that i so wanted but.. couldn't afford. i shall hence, stop buying unnecessary stuffs like pocky or hello panda or old chang kee or anything related to them. hurhur. they do not make me full anyway. i just buy them usually, coz well, they are food and i love food.

if people wanna talk behind my back, go ahead. talk lah, talk.
i wont say that i dont care. coz i do. but i will not bother to sink myself to your level.
_l_ to you. HAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHA FULL STOP.

this week, ive been swimming, jogging, dancing and even to the gym! i even had the time to hit town. but that was then that i realised i was under dressed. coz a busy schedule gave me a i-couldnt-be bothered-to-look-good mindset. i checked my wardrobe today and i realise.. all my clothes are missing. they are on the floor. on the ironing board. in the washing machine but nothing where they are suppose to be. somewhere along the way, i found farhana's shawl. which i borrowed 2 weeks ago i think. omg. hahaha. need to CLEAN ROOM!

or maybe i need a maid.

and i just realise certain people had quoted my "aku bukan malas, bukan penat- tak de energy je" at the start of their entries. hurhurhur. cute cute. i can be the next madhadma gandhi person. i think i spelled his name wrong? but it doesnt matter.

sometimes my face shows more emotions that what i actually feel inside. say im happy, but my face would scream ELATION. say im a lil annoyed, my face would be well, AGITATED. so on and so forth. which is why certain people gets surprised annoyed etc and think that im over-reacting. but im not. my physical self is just like this. it amplifies feelings and yada-yadda. haha. this is a big boo-boo. coz people laugh at the reaction on my face and i would not know what they mean. geddit geddit?

haha. in other words, i think i have too much muscle on my face.
(: