i wonder if there is such a thing as sayang by default. sure it feels weird, but sometimes it feels the closest to home.

and have u ever realise that you behave in very different ways to different individuals in your circle of friends? ive got many friends whom i go to for different moods and phases in my life. and the ones that stayed through out is the hardest to come by. and when one does have the certain individual that stick to you through and through, i wonder if you can let them in on certain things that you fear that'd they disapprove. and their consent seem so important but you wait to ensure the trust is present before you even dare to drop a hint. what if you waited too long and missed the moment?

had a loong day. went to town and reached home almost two in the morning. my muscles are aching, ever since friday. so everytime i walked, it hurts. and i wonder. what would happen if a BUTT CRAMP occur? will one butt-cheeck get tigher than the other? hurhur. or what if u were shitting and a butt cramp occurs? haha. thats random.

you know how when u use the self-timer on a camera, after a few seconds, it'll activate a 'click' sound & that indicates that the picture has been taken? yes, i forgot that my phone was on silent mode. so we smiled there, for an infinite moment, waiting for the 'click' that never came. hurhur.

the result?

such ultimate suspense to for a single click and we get this in return!

anyway. i better hit the sack. its morning already!