im feeling terribly upset. my hp was down for already an eternity and i got it back just now. BUT, ive ONLY used it for 5 mere hours and it died and refused to switch on again. the memory card is missing too! all my pictures (though already copied to the com) are now somewhere out there. that is not a nice thought. ive got personal and private pictures.

i try to be nice. and i know you are too, perhaps even with more effort than what im putting in. and now the same questions that i strated out with are back again. if i dont need it, why be with it? and even if i want it, do i love it? is desire good enough a reason to stay? is love really all that is needed to make it work? what if everything now, from education to mindset to time management to everything just seem to clash. i'd say to hell with it all. but technically, this aint all that heavenly either.

let's talk happy now. hurhuur. faz came over this morning. well noon actually but i only just woke up so its morning to me. with the haze and all, one can never be too sure. and i had the greatest time laughing. but she laughed more. and i didnt think laughing was possible in my current state of mind. haha. see. hhaaha. its possible.

haha. alrite. enough. haha. see. hahaha.

ok. mystery ahbeng n ahlian on tag box. i thought i knew who it was. deng, i thought wrong. ahlian, hannarh shutup lah. ahbeng beri lollect lehxzxczs! aisyah pwetty, berri berri pwetty.

and oh. in view of the current cyber nicknames that all the teens out there are getting.. with names like analicious, yanalicious, freakilicious (i made tt up), boya I, II, II (mr), polka-dotka (miss), lonely (mr/miss) and vogue/voke I, II, II (miss), call me Miss Thaaaang GHURRRLFWEEN! *in high pitch The Proud Family tone. [stress on the GHU & RRRL& FWEN, which is every syllable of coz.]

i am just poking fun. please, dont ever go isyahlicious or miss THANG on me.