Saturday, October 21, 2006

i definitely need to get my life back on track. been too busy to do anything. it has been ridiculously hectic so much so that i've overlooked all the important things that i had once so fiercely insisted upon.

well good news is, im in. im promoted. haah. my dad was so so surprised and elated that it didnt bother him when i said i didn't do well, despite being promoted. he said he's gonna gimme 50 bucks for raya. im surprised. coz usually, he'll be shouting at me or hurling hurtful remarks about wasting his money paying for my education. haha. not that im complaining.. though very much in disbelief.

i've lost track of time. hari raya is in 2 days. but the ambience in my house is far from that of the mood for raya. in fact, im definitely not looking forward to it. haha. yes, im a sourgrape, spoilsport yada-yada. so watcha gonna do about it.

it's revolting. im so glad i stayed away from you. apparently, being busy saved me from spending time with you. you are an eyesore. you've changed so terribly and have became so shallow that im amazed that i am/was your friend. but part of me wants to laugh. im amused by what you must think of as.. sexy? hot? sizzling? it is just sick and desparate. and comical in a way.. to see what measures we teens go through to grab attention- any form of attention for that matter.

haha. ok ok, so im still a teen too. but im SEVENteen baby! yessa at last! thanks to all that have wished me a happy birthday at the stroke of midnite or many days in advance! :D

and i so love shahira. haha. apparently she mixed up my hp no n saved the wrong one in her phone. she kept on smsing the no. that she thought was mine till one day, some apek called her up and DEMANDED that she STOP smsing him. couldn't stop laughing when nana told me about it. and giggled madly when she sms again just now going, "hie. are u aisyah?" so finally she got it right.

anyway, i need sleep. i've been nodding off at all the weird places. nodded off at once the other day imeediately after breaking fast. around 730pm. like i said, immmediately after breaking fast. hurhur. didnt even sempat sembahyang magrib or ishak.

n yeay! happy birthday to me! i sooo cant wait to wake up n see what kinda birthday 2006 will be. but first, i will have to get some sleep. heh.

i told you i dont need you.

yet something about your picture told me otherwise.