Its so cold right now. A heavy downpour just ended and Im wishing the rain hadn't stop. Maklumlah, jikalau hujan, the atmosphere gets cooling and breezy. A perfect atmosphere to lay back, laze and just think of perfectly nothing.. OK, maybe him...

After school today, we went all the way to Bugis to collet his mom's birthday gift. I was in my school uni btw. Well, blahblihbluh.. And towards the end of the night after meeting his pizza hut friends, his mom and I kinda got lost in the car and nyaris-nyaris ended up in sengkang instead of amk. I guess that's what happens when anyone is with me. You'll destined to get lost. Im just wishing that my shyness would get a grip of itself and stop surfacing three-times fold of what it usually is whenever im in front of his mom. Honestly, what topics do adults and teens talk about anyway? I dun talk much to my parents uh. Pretty much they lecture and I TRY to listen.

Im feeling much better now, compared to last week. Most of the workload is done and all I have to do is present them in tutorial tomoorrow. Somehow, I realise Im no longer afraid to speak in front a crowd. Im actually looking forward for presentation tomorrow. Hahaah. I think its the cooling atmosphere now. Its kinda putting me into a trance where Im believing that Im unstoppable. Haha. Think ultraviolet. Think wonderwoman. Think Piper in Charmed. Think Jessica Alba in Fantastic 4. Hahaaa. Seee, I told u Im not quite in the correct state of mind. Err wait. I dont think Ive said that.

Im feeling a little elated right now. And the reason is forever and always about him.