I have no idea what im feeling right now.

I have no idea what I should do right now.

Its 1.28am. And I just got home a moment ago.

Life is bearable, if not fine or great.

I wish making friends was as simple as a 5yr old making friends with their kindergaten friends.
You give me sweet and *snaps finger* ur a pal.

I wish Im not a part time fren.

I wish im not just an online fren.

I wish Im not treated like a gf when Im not.

I wish I could leave evrything behind.

How come I attract boys and never keep them.
How come I even care.

And why am I not sleeping?
Just why am I waiting for u online and ending up not talking at all.

Is it even possible to cry and laugh all e same time.
I want back my Dec holidays.