It's been hectic.

Im guilty of not updating this blog. I honestly have been extremely busy. Was only back from KL two days ago and had to unexpectedly go to work the next day. And now, Im only just back from eating soup tulang with dear, Jamil and his friend. I was more clumsy today then usual. My soup tulang nye tulang almost flew out of the plate and the roti john I was eating terjatuh on the floor. Haha. Somehow all this talk about food makes me miss a certain someone who had advised me on how to dine with composure and poise. Where is that Froggy.











This little girl thought me the sweet innocense of being a kid. Esp when u live in a kampung. Meet my over-enthusiastic malaysian cousin.(:

Check out his little birdie. Lols. He is only 5 months old and already the size of well, a kid more than 5 months old. I dunnoe lah. I just know that he is so fucking cute and bloody heavy. Or is it just me? Am I getting weak? Heh. I dunnoe. I wanna have my own baby too! err?

Yea, anyway. I kinda felt out of place in KL. Especially since I stayed over at my relative's house which just so unfortunately happen to be kampung style. With my dyed hair and piercings, I stood out like a sore thumb. Anyway, I really miss everyone there. It was so blissfully innocent and away from this harsh reality of this hectic city. Everyone knew everyone and everyone was friends with everyone. I had really needed that break from all the hustle-bustle in my little brain.

These days we seem to be caught up with our own lives. Our own stories, our new found friends. Im struck with a thought that really, just as much that we still love each other, sometimes, to love, is to realise that everyone has to move on. Im glad you told me the truth. And Im glad I did too. These secrets I can no longer keep. Me and you.

We'll remain the special two.

It's undeniable that O levels results is going to be realeased soon. Rumours has it that it'll be sometime next week. And guess what, I can't wait! No matter how well I do or otherwise, I really do wanna start my life anew. Meet a whole different set of people and leave all those unpleasant memories that bombard me everytime I lay eyes on certain people behind. I honestly hope, wherever I go next, I won't be stuck with someone closely related to my past. I will leave everyone connected to who I was. Everyone.

Even if that meant leaving that special someone that I had always carried in my heart. Im sorry.