Things have been rough lately. Day after day meeting up with different people who couldn't quite do anything much to help but make things even much more complex than they already are. It's a terrible thing to carry the knowledge that no one can stop all these things running through my miind except for myself. The very presence of all these people are just making things worse. I think Im done playing around.

And guess what. Ive settled down at last- to study that is. On a marathon. Hitting the library everyday that im almost afraid Im turning boring and scholar-ly. Omg. What a nightmare. Im almost ashamed that I think studying is fun too. OMG! What's happening to me! But honestly, after some time playing the field, testing things new and old and falling for loopholes and getting into awkward situations time and time again, studying and mugging is a welcome change. At least it take ur mind off issues.

I really should stay clear of certain people. Oh gosh, what have I doonee!