All these stress about school and him must be taking its toll on me. Physically that is. I got an mc for today hence my absence from school. Im also excused from p.e for two weeks. And if things doesnt heal, I have to go to hospital. Wooo. Never been admitted before. How cool would that be? Hahaha. Im still taking things so lightly even though every time I breathe, the left side of my chest would hurt. I can't even laugh without feeling an acute pain in my heart. Talk about heartache! Never really thought that emotionally induced heartache would hurt so much less uh.
I wonder what's really wrong though. I must be dying. Haha! Ok ok, this is really not sth worth joking about.
So guess what I did the whole day today? I slept! Was so sleepy after taking those painkillers that I fell asleep at 10plus last night which is the time I reached home uh. And I so do not appreciate a phone call that I got in the middle of the night that just aggravate this heartache. Im telling you. There's nothing worse in this world than jealousy! OK, maybe wars, famine and death... But that's not my point here. Jealousy turns the most gentlemen of men (ok, maybe boys is a better word) into barbaric creatures spitting vulgarities like nobody business. I really really wish that I had the chance to clear my name.
I love you darling. Only you. Ever since 3 years ago.
But let's not side track here. Back to my story about how I spent my day at home. I woke up at 4pm! And was still sleepy. Some part of my unconcious state of mind was dimly aware of a heavy downpour and of endless vibration from my handphone. Im still surprised that my mom didnt wake me up. Sleeping felt so good. I think Im in love with sleeping. Not sleeping around uh.
Well anyway, spent the later half of my day studying history. I actually have to read the entire hist notes that I have so far JUST to answer the history question. History is so hard now. It's amazing that I used to think that history is just a piece of cake.
woo. cakes. i feel like eating now.
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
I wonder what's really wrong though. I must be dying. Haha! Ok ok, this is really not sth worth joking about.
So guess what I did the whole day today? I slept! Was so sleepy after taking those painkillers that I fell asleep at 10plus last night which is the time I reached home uh. And I so do not appreciate a phone call that I got in the middle of the night that just aggravate this heartache. Im telling you. There's nothing worse in this world than jealousy! OK, maybe wars, famine and death... But that's not my point here. Jealousy turns the most gentlemen of men (ok, maybe boys is a better word) into barbaric creatures spitting vulgarities like nobody business. I really really wish that I had the chance to clear my name.
I love you darling. Only you. Ever since 3 years ago.
But let's not side track here. Back to my story about how I spent my day at home. I woke up at 4pm! And was still sleepy. Some part of my unconcious state of mind was dimly aware of a heavy downpour and of endless vibration from my handphone. Im still surprised that my mom didnt wake me up. Sleeping felt so good. I think Im in love with sleeping. Not sleeping around uh.
Well anyway, spent the later half of my day studying history. I actually have to read the entire hist notes that I have so far JUST to answer the history question. History is so hard now. It's amazing that I used to think that history is just a piece of cake.
woo. cakes. i feel like eating now.
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
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11:05 PM
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