scram people scram.
im suffocating. need air & room to breathe.

i was sucking my tummy in the whole time last night. and somewhere along the way while walking by the streets of town, i remembered that i need to get darker shades of clothes. hide the flab hide the flab! i missed many weeks of swimming and jogging already. i feel apathy creeping in. so i forced myself to do crunches while watching ugly betty a few hours ago. i did around 50 and stopped. i figured my flab wasnt quite as unfortunate as betty's so i need not try too hard to stay fit. hahah!

i finally got myself new shades. and it was only after i tried them on at home that i realise from certain angles, it made me look like as if i have a uni brow! huahuahua. but i love the fact that it covers my face. sets off the Hollywood star vibe. but of course im just an amk kiddo.

the steps outside taka is a new hangout space for the malay delinquents. such irony for i bet not many could afford the louis vetton thingy outlet in that mall. and they stole my spot to sit on those steps whilst eating my old chang kee. what an effer.

oh darn, its one plus in the morning already. and i hear my folks snoring in the next room.

and did i mention i went NUS on saturday morning?
i made up my mind that i do not wanna go there. the place is a piece of dump. NTU perhaps is my calling? haha. i know that i shouldnt care as to what kind of condition my place of study should be for the certificates that they are to give me is all anyone else would care about. but eeek, the place is on the mountain! okay, so its just a tiny hill in geography terms but it felt like a whole mountain top to climb for my dainty feet!

life reeks of social expectations. everyone's a wannabe.