by far, this is the furthest and lowest that i can sink. it has been raining the whole day and it just pretty much got me feeling so lethargic and monotone. i had no one for company except for my trusty baby, the computer. [someone tell me to ge a life!!] anyway, this could also be due to the incessant migrane that im having and a sore throat that just bugs the hell outta me.

and the mental trauma is incredible. i have no idea why he hadnt reply my message. and i do not dare to find out why. [someone show me how to get a life!!] oh sweet mother of everything sweet and pure, stop me from doing the things that i had so obviously tried to run away from!

i spent my day watching dozens of episodes of FRIENDS on youtube. and after a few hours, i realise that ive picked up their lingo as well. hahahahhaa. this is SUCH a great way to learn english.

i think it is not too much to hope for some lucky miracle that perhaps i might get presents. no, not for x'mas. but just for the heck of it coz i feel that ive been pretty and reasonably nice [haha] to most people. i would like

- the complete 10 seasons of friends vcd collection.
- a new wallet. my current one is more like a tiny file. only with money inside.
- the complete series to calvin and hobbes.
- eyeshadow kit. i can figure out how to use it later.
- a shaver.
- more or less 10 new tees for ive worn all my clothes since im out too often. and i do not like to REPEAT them after just a week of having worn them before. i sound like a brat.


and woo, my brain is thobbing. fascinating life i lead! so much so that ive blogged TWICE today! i so need to get use to staying home.