Nausea. I feel like puking every time I think about it. And sometimes, my hands will tremble. Is this what it feels like to crave for acceptence so badly?

The Paul Twohill guy sure know his way around women. I admit, that guy did got my attention. And not just mine. And it's not often when this happens. But wassup with the hair flip! Not only it is irritating, it so ruin my perception of him! He sings well, better than the rest anw. But not all that good. Stop the hair flip will ya! Making my hair stand. *shivers. My friend says its an involuntary muscle spasm. Freaky. I think he should just leave the hair flip to the girls. But even girls don't flip their hair that much.

It has been a terrible terrible day. I did math from the moment I woke up all the way till Xmen aired on the telly. My brain was so numb! I think im premanently cursed to suck at math. It's a life-long battle and Im losing. Nothing new nothing new. *rolls eyes.

I have yet again, another appointment to some agency to either model, act (HAHAHAHHA!!), sing(AHAHAHAH!) or dance. Im such a sucker. I can never turn down a request for an appointment but I never show up! And to think I thought they should have figured that out by now. Appointment's on monday. Anyone free to accompany me?

someone is making me excited all over again.

ohh boy. here we gooo again.